Wednesday, 11 October 2017

LOSING HER

By Nelon Gerrard
#ItsLove


For almost two years she showered me with all the glamour that love can be. She would call me in the morning, in the afternoon, in the evening and before bedtime to check on how I was doing and to tell me how deep she felt love for me.  She would be right where I needed her every time. She would send me selfies of her numerous times every day. Her endearing smile was my day maker.

When I first contacted her, she never showed me no interest. She actually told me off several times. Despite all my interest, I somewhat gave up on her because I never wanted to make my heart struggle at the time.

About 3years later, we met up at a certain function. She was all grown now, her smile was surreal, and her hips were blossoming, her face prettier and her cleavage calling. Her dark gums and snow white dentition reignited my interest when she smiled at me while we shook hands before serving dinner from the buffet table.

 Days later when I called her, my heart was put to its most revered position because she said yes to all my proposals, even regretting why she had not considered me the first time; perhaps she never found me serious.

At our prime time, she asked to spend Boxing Day with me, just the two of us. My heart got home when she asked for this. I knew it was gonna be the best festive season yet because I had craved her for so long.

At 8am on Boxing Day I was already at the bus terminal waiting for her because she told me she would be in town by 9am. 9:30am, she called me she was about to reach. A sigh of relief and joy followed as an impeccable smile showered my face, don’t know what those at the terminal thought of me with my long lasting smile after the call.

Finally she arrived; when we got home, we did not talk much because we had said it all on long late night calls and unending chats every day. We kissed like life belonged there, our breaths clearly showed how bad we wanted each other. Her body had called me for too long a time, I worshipped it in honor when all clothes were off. Chocolatey as it all looked, fresh and succulent, we got interweaved in passionate smiles only as we called for more from one another. We made sweet love for the rest of the day as I enjoyed her sweet moans and squirts of holly waters. That was sure an incredible day.

Days that followed after she’d left, I don’t know why but I think it happens with everyone, my response to her calls became retarded. Even when she texted appreciating the perfect moment we had, my eyes got blind.
Despite all this abandonment and ignorance of her, she never stopped lighting her heart for me. For three months all my senses were dormant on her perhaps because I was having very many suitors all around. Thank goodness I was asking for more from her again as she got fired up and started giving me more than I deserved, my mind became so proud of her because she always came to me on a silver plate. All she cared about was my happiness. She could ask me what I wanted and would give it to me in whole without a second thought. We never settled when around each other because we were all over ourselves. I started appreciating the fact that she was all for me. We did all lots of crazy things together and turned every bit of our imagination as it rhymed to reality. Her biggest point of attraction was her ability to act more than she spoke, just a look at me would make me feel how she felt about me and what she wanted. She never wanted much, she only wanted me and everything about me. Oh my God, maybe some tears never dry.

However, on several occasions I took her for granted, I took her as a last resort because her love for me was apparently guaranteed. I did not see the gold in her. She was my perfect match but I did not realise it. My friends saw it but I never did. If only I could turn back the time!

Time came I realised that she was the one for me and that I belonged to no one else but it was too late. I started chasing her, trying to be nice to her and replenish the lost glory, rekindle the flames that I did not keep burning but oooh it all seemed I was losing her because she was no longer there when I wanted her. She was creating excuses when I needed to see her while my messages became a bunch of trash since she would not mind about replying for weeks. On several attempts to meet her for over 6months, she never minded. I was losing her as I learned the hard way but hoped one day she could be mine again.

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